Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Writing

It's tough to write.
I mean I write all the time and some of it is good but most of it is extremely personal. I know that that bearing it all, undressing myself in front of everyone would probably be best. But knowing that people read the stuff I write and then I know some of the people who read which makes it hard.
There are times I am so upset about something or someone that I just want to rip their hearts out online but then there is the nice side of me thinking "Oh no be nice!" If I wrote a sarcastic exaggerated but slightly truthful story on every person I knew which is what I would like to do, I would end up with very few friends.
Sometimes I have troubles I want to share and to get help with but I then am too proud to receive the pity or the love from friends.
Now I have a secret that very few people know of, every day that passes it gets harder to tell the people who don't know.

2 comments:

Sandra said...

First, nice to read something new from you. Have been checking your blog constantly for some news :)

Second, you nasty girl, you can't write that you have a secret and not tell the secret. I am the annoying kind of person that always wants to know the secret if I know there is one. Now I probably won't be able to sleep tonight, just knowing that you have one :)

Also, it would be so great to read something sarcastic and exaggerated about different people. I hereby give you the right to write something horrible about me and I promise to still be your friend after I've read it :) Would be fun... and not fun. But it would probably also be true, at least some of it )

Finally, being proud rarely gets you anywhere. I know, because I'm often like that too. Instead, be happy about having friends that love you and care about you.

Puss!!

Anonymous said...

Tell us the secret - are you pregnant?